A Whole New Experience
For my entire professional career, I’ve
always been on the neutral side of football. Because of this, I’ve never been
emotionally attached to any club in any of the countries where I’ve
worked. While at Major League Soccer in
the US, I worked with the League Office so when the season was going on I was
more concerned with how many people were in attendance at the matches and how
entertaining the match was versus who actually won. I know it sounds soft and superficial but it
was professionally and personally challenging to get too emotionally involved
with one particular club when all the clubs mattered to me.
Similarly in India at Dentsu and Libero
Sports, I just wanted the clubs to do well and play quality football so the
industry could grow. At the end of the
day, it really didn’t matter to me who actually won the I-League or ISL season.
Of course I wanted the players we represented to do well and, at times, if one
of my friends was in management at a particular club I would hope they pull out
a victory but it wouldn’t be enough for me to dwell on a win or loss too
much.
Actually, the only teams I’ve ever been
emotionally attached to are the US National Team, the Indian National Team and any
team that I’m actually playing on. Whenever these teams lose, in any
competition, I get sad. Other than these three I usually move on with my life
soon after a match finishes.
Now that I’m running a professional
football club everything has changed.
I’m professionally, personally, emotionally, physically, spiritually and
any other “ally” attached to my club. I
know the coaches, I know the support staff, I know the players and I’ve been
watching everyone associated with the club work hard every day for the past
month of pre-season and I want nothing more than for the team to win.
Not only do I just love winning, but I also
understand that positive results make a tremendous difference to staff & player morale,
media perception, sponsorship and validates all the new ways of working we have
started to implement on the technical and administrative areas of the club.
So given the above, you can imagine that I
was watching our first official match under my helm as CEO, DSK Shivajians FC
in a much different mental state than any other match I’ve ever watched. This match took place last Sunday in Delhi
and it was the opening game of the Durand Cup, Asia’s oldest football tournament
and the 3rd oldest tournament in the world.
There I sat in the VIP area of Delhi’s Ambedkar
Stadium with our club owner, Shirish Kulkarni, tensely living every minute of
our match against Sporting Club de Goa.
It was very humid and our boys were young & inexperienced, however I
had faith in our players’ work rate and knew that our technical staff would
ensure a quality football match.
In the end, we pulled out a toughly fought
2-1 victory starting the Durand Cup in a positive way. It was a wonderful feeling because it was the
first time as a spectator that I’ve ever felt a part of a victory and, of
course, the direct benefits of the win could be experienced immediately through
hugs, phone calls, media stories and 200+ likes on any of my Facebook
posts associated with the match.
Since that match, we have played 3 more
where we won 1, drew 1 and lost 1 and I lived each minute of these matches in
the same tense, excitable way that I lived the first one. When we win I am happy and find myself
smiling throughout the day and when we lose I am sad and it takes awhile to
cheer up. I know that this is normal but
also know that I must remain a bit detached to ensure I’m able to make it
through the season with a healthy heart.
Overall, though, I wouldn’t change this
experience for the world. While being
neutral has its clear benefits, I’m loving the fact that I have the unique
opportunity to be a part of a professional sports club living through every
minute of every match as if I’m actually on the pitch. It’s an indescribable feeling.
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